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This is your fashion show. [23 Jan 2006|02:56pm]
[ mood | mellow ]

Ok guys. I'm not dead.....physicly.

Ive jsut been grounded for the past....forever. So thats why i havent updated here or myspace. Im in my 7th hour class listening to some He Is Legend and the teacher tell us about theatre.

I really dont have that much to say, since I havent done anything since Ive been grounded. Exept for Cheech's birthday party..that was fun.

SO yea thats it.

You know you want it.

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[12 Aug 2005|03:54pm]

I'm comming home tomorrow.

I should be home Sunday around 3 or 4.

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[11 Aug 2005|03:13am]
[ mood | creative ]

Hiding behind the shadows
I'll be waiting in the dark
To drive this blade straigh through your heart
I'll drag your body to the car as blood races down my arm
I think everyone will wonder where you are tonight

I'll hide you in my walls
Your body will never be found
i'll wear your skin As a suit pretend to be you
Your friends will like you more then they used to.

Dear diary my teen-angst bullshit has a body count! (count!)
I belive its six going on to seven now!!! (seven now!!!)

I've been dreaming about you
In a pool of your own blood,
With your eyes gouged out
by the work of my thumbs
The scent of your insides
From under the floor boards,
The perfect perfume
For setteling a score

I'll hide you in my walls
Your body will never be found
i'll wear your skin As a suit pretend to be you
Your friends will like you more then they used to
Pretend to be you, your friend will like you more than they used to

Pretend to be you, your friend will like you more than they used to

Ride the wings of...
Ride the wings of...
Ride the wings of pestilence!
Ride the wings of pestilence!
Ride the wings of pestilence!
Ride the wings of pestilence!

 

Hope you enjoy that.

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[07 Aug 2005|09:10pm]
1. Reply with your name and I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me (or not).
5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal
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[07 Aug 2005|05:42pm]
[ mood | blah ]

Tomorrow might not make it, but everything's alrightCollapse )

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[07 Aug 2005|02:18am]
[ mood | tired ]

Q: Can I mosh to my favourite pop music?

A: No, but you can mosh at the show Friday August 26th at 8 p.m.

Q: But where is it?

A: Subliminal Skate Park, Sulphur, Louisiana. Next to Billy Navarr Used car lot.

Q: How much is it to get in?

A: 5 bucks

Q: Who's gonna be there?

A: I Am Sparticus
Reckless Youth
The Big Mish
and yo mama

Q: Will you be there?

A: You bet your sweet ass we will

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[05 Aug 2005|03:05am]
[ mood | shitty ]


WHY?
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[04 Aug 2005|01:49am]
[ mood | pissed off ]

They say the truth always defeats a lie
but why is it that it never follows through
every promise can be burried
under the weight of one phone call

So he knocks on the door.
comes in to do his deeds
when he reaches she falls
thousands of miles away
the suspecting weep.

coming home was never as hard
when everything falls apart
soon to return
only to find peices

so you try to find a replacement
but i am as real as it gets
many times rises from the ashes
just to get burned again

it wont happen again she says
i guess its not important
it wont hurt anything
he wont find out.

coming home was never as hard
when everything falls apart
soon to return
only to find peices

so just let it go
break me again
it just figures
that youd be such a tease on the trigger

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[02 Aug 2005|01:49am]
[ mood | tired ]

1: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Both are just rewards for the group, which has grown impressively since its debut, 2003's Inferno, which combined early Metallica-style thrash with modern metalcore.....Guitar World mag. (Trivium)
2: Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first?: Nothng
3: What is the last thing you watched on TV?: Meet The Family
4: WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what the time is: 1?
5: Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?: sweet, 12:55
6: With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?: Trivium
7: When did you last step outside? earlier today
8:What were you doing?: walking Keegan in his new wagon
9: What are you wearing?: A black Norma Jean shirt, Chick pants, white star belt, my bracelets, and red plaid "joe boxer" boxers.
10: Did you dream last night? no i hardly slept at all
11: When did you last laugh? umm earlier when me and my mom were making fun of Anna Nicole Smith
12: What is on the walls of the room you are in?: Art and a clock
13: Seen anything weird lately?: umm a while ago my mom was walking around in a towel with her bra under it.....my brother was giving her a tattoo of Marilyn Monroe on her shoulder
14: What do you think of this quiz?: eh im bored
15: What is the last film you saw?: dunno
16: If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?: Probably a new guitar and equipment...then spent the rest on Chi Chi
17: Tell me something about you that I don't know: uh...I gotta pee
18: If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?: Im gonna have agree with lance on that one
19: Do you like to dance?: Slam dancing....i cant dance...im to white
20: George Bush: is from Texas.
21: Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?: Layla Daniel
22: Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?: Gaven Lestat
23: Would you ever consider living abroad?: Yeah, sure, why not?

m u s i c
1) using song names or bands, spell out your name
Zao
Emery
Bravo to Her Downfall

Goo Goo Dolls
Rufio
Eighteen Visions
Element Eighty
Rooney

2) have you ever had a song written about you? not that I know of...probably not
3) what song makes you cry? Amazed - Lonestar
4) what song makes you happy? Burn It Down - Avenged Sevenfold or Memphis Will Be Laid to Waste - Norma Jean
5) what do you like to listen to before bed? Thirteen - A Perfect Circle

a p p e a r a n c e
height: 6'1"
hair color: Black
skin color: White....very white
eye color: Green w/ red spots

r i g h t n o w
what color are the pants that you are wearing? Blue
what song are you listening to right now? Streetcar - Funeral For a Friend
what taste is in your mouth? umm a bad one now that I think about it
what's the weather like now? Comfortable
how are you? Tired and I miss home....I miss Cheyenne
get motion sickness? Not realy
have a bad habit? I tend to play the air guitar alot.
like to drive? From the experience Ive had with it, yea I like it

f a v o r i t e s
tv show: probably Everybody loves Raymond
conditioner: I use shampoo plus conditioner...
book: The Outsiders
non alcoholic drink: Dew.
alcoholic drink: Absolut
thing to do on the weekend: Shows, Mall adventures, hang out with friends, and go to my lovely girl friends house.

h a v e y o u
broken the law: Yes.
ran away from home: Almost
snuck out of the house: Yes.
ever gone skinny dipping: hell yea man all the time
ever tipped over a porta potty: haha yes
used your parents' credit card before: No.
skipped school before: yea, plenty
fell asleep in shower/bath: plenty of times
been in a school play: Yes two

l o v e
boyfriend/girlfriend: Cheyenne
sexuality: Straight.
children: Two while Im young and maybe one when Im a little older
been in love: I am right now
had a hard time getting over someone: not realy
been hurt: eh kinda
your greatest regret: Dating Brandi
gone out with someone you only knew for 3 days: umm...no i dont think

r a n d o m
do you have a job: Yes, I work at Dollar Tree
your cd player has in it right now: Deja Entendu
if you were a crayon what color would you be: Baby Shite Green
what makes you happy: Cheyenne, music, guitars, friends, and sleep

w h e n / w h a t w a s t h e l a s t
time you cried: The other night.
you got e-mail: Probably today but i havent checked
you got a real letter: umm a long time
thing you purchased: umm a drink from Starbucks
movie you saw in the theater: Star Wars III

y o u r t h o u g h t s on
abortion: Its not my place to decide...Im not in that position
teenage smoking: I think if you want to do it...do it. Its your life
spice girls: Ummm.....They ruled the world for like a long time
Dreams: I have dreams...but theyre probably not gonna be reached

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Don't impress me. [31 Jul 2005|03:35am]
[ mood | pissed off ]

Ok I just got done talking to some mystery person on AIM, and they kind of made me realize something.

They asked me why I wear the close I wear. Which is tight shirts(mostly with bands on them) and semi tight pants. And I said becuase I want to; which is true I wouldnt wear something if I didnt want to. And I asked them the same question. And they said "because maybe I want to impress you." And for those of you who know me, you dont have to impress me with clothes or anything like that. And then they said something along the lines of "now youre saying that you didnt get any of the clothes you wear from and of the hardcore scen?". And I said " well yea I get some thing from the metal scene and some things from the hardcore scene". They said "so if I got clothes from Wal - Mart you would still hang out with me and go to shows?". I said yea.

Later in the conversation it got a little rougher. At first I thought it was Cheyenne and I kind of still think it is. Anyway, then they said something about "Arent you gonna tell Cheyenne good night". By this time I was really pissed and I said sure. They said "Ill do it for you" and I said "go for it" and they said "Yea Ive been doing it the whole time youve been away". Thats when I blew my cool. I got so pissed. I cannot stand it when someone, expecially a guy, says something like that. And Im a country away so theres not much I can do. I cant afford to loose her again. Not to some dick like that. Then I said "You must have a fucking death wish" and they made some comment about how I dont know what Im doing. And to be honest I dont care who they are. If theyre older than 18 they go to jail. And I dont think Ill quit a fight until Im dead. At least not one about this. Anyway, we went back and forth with the threats. and at the end they said that it was a test. And what kind of test I dont know.

OK there was a reason behind this. If you are reading this and you know me personaly. You dont have to impress me with fancy clothes or music or anything like that. If we've become friends it's becuase of something more than impression.

And the other thing is....Ill fight to the death for the thing I love. Which in this case was Cheyenne.

bye.

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No I wouldn't be too sure. [28 Jul 2005|12:55am]
Ok well I'm still in Alaska and I want to come home very badly. Im getting so homesick.


Nothing realy matters to me now. You could put a gun to my face and I wouldnt care. Being up here has changed me and I can tell. Being away from everyone has turned me into a different person. Im on the computer all the time, Im not spending any time with the family, and Im not eating. I just want to scream as loud as I can. I just want to come HOME. I want MY life back. I dont even have an outlet up here. Writing doesnt do anything for it. When I come home we have 4 days before school, thatl be fun. This is the hardest thing for me.

bye
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[25 Jul 2005|04:03pm]

The baby has been born.

 

Lakelen Lauren Zade Greer.

Last night at about 11:00 pm Alaskan time.

Ill have pictures up soon.
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[23 Jul 2005|12:28am]
[ mood | home sick ]

As I scream through these mountians
you sleep dreaming of the day I come home.
The snow melts and the ice shatters
the world seems to be comming to an end.

But you are still sleeping.

And I scream so hard that I bleed from the inside.
Just so you can hear me.
My love Ill be home soon.

And while the sun doesnt set
I still sleep and dream of you.
of the day when i can see your beautiful smile again.
I scream at the top of my lungs.

But you are still sleeping.

And I scream so hard that I bleed from the inside
Just so you can hear me.
My love Ill be home soon

......And Ill never let go.




Wow that was realy sketchy, but its the first thing that Ive written in a realy long time. eh leave some comments on what you think.

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take the quiz [21 Jul 2005|11:04pm]
Take my Quiz! and then Check out the Scoreboard!
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Send me an angel. [21 Jul 2005|03:01pm]
[ mood | bored ]

Ok guys. Its been like 4 days and they just seem to be getting longer. I woke up like 4 hours ago. And for those 4 days /ive had a constant headache.

Yesterday my mom and I went to the mall(Wal-mart) and it's all the way across the island. It's about the size of the Market Basket in Sulphur. Yea not very big.

I havent shaved since.....like friday. And I dont plan on it until it starts to bother me.

They only have one radio station here. And the comercials are pathetic. Here's one for the book store

"We have a wide selection of books including: Hunting, Fishing, Music, Arts and Crafts, and of course BOOKS"

Yea that makes sence.

I think thats all for now.

Zeb.

I love you Chi.

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[19 Jul 2005|01:43pm]
[ mood | bored ]

I got this from Charlotte.


THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
Zeb
Zebedee
Zebby Vengeance

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
Shenlongest(yahoo)
mrstupidguy69
ZVengeance7XXX

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
hair(sometimes)
hips?
penis?

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
feet
hands
the scar on my neck

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
English
Scottish
Irish

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
Porclain dolls
plane landings in high winds
noises that i dont know where they come from
(Im weird)

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
computer
music
guitar(but not for the next three weeks)

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
From First to Last shirt
Black cut off shorts
bleach stained boxers


THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS:
From First to Last
As I Lay Dying
Avenged Sevenfold

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS:
Confined - As I Lay Dying
Burn It Down - A7X
Ride The Wings of Prestilence - FFTL

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
I have everything I want now.


TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in no particular order):
I love Cheyenne
I live for music
I have the worst friends(obviously the lie)

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE PREFERRED SEX THAT APPEAL TO
eyes
body
how comfortable they are with me

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
playing guitar
playing bass
writing music

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
be with cheyenne
play my guitar
audition for Until The Stars(new band)

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING/YOU'VE CONSIDERED:
producer
working for a guitar company
musician

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
OC
NYC
Boston

THREE KID'S NAMES YOU LIKE:
Sonny
Gaven
Aspen

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
get right with God
Play a show
Marry Cheyenne

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL:
I wear girl pants
I do my hair alot
I like to shop

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY:
I love boobs
I like some sports
I scratch my nuts(i could have said something else)

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[19 Jul 2005|01:15am]
[ mood | jet lag!! ]

OK guys I am in Alaska....start the count down.

The flights were ok. And it's still monday right now. We met these two cool people on the long flight(6 hours), which made the flight seem alot shorter. I have spent about 10 hours on planes.

Thats all for now.

I love you & miss you Cheyenne. I'll be home before you know it.

 

Vengeance.

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[17 Jul 2005|10:12pm]

In 12 hours I will be in the air.

Tomorrow morning my plane leaves for Alaska at 9 in the morning from Houston.

For 3 weeks I'll be 250 miles from nowhere.

I love you guys.

I love you Cheyenne.

Vengeance. 

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[12 Jul 2005|08:19pm]
[ mood | refreshed ]

Your friends will love you more then they used to.Collapse )

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[09 Jul 2005|09:18pm]
[ mood | blah ]

How to make a Zeb
Ingredients:

5 parts intelligence

5 parts silliness

1 part joy
Method:
Add to a cocktail shaker and mix vigorously. Add a little lovability if desired!
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